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Wed, 10 Oct 2007 07:57:38 GMT

love...

it's that time again

Fri, 04 May 2007 02:48:51 GMT

for another one of these annoyings.
livejournal sadly does remain the best way to do it.
i'ma include everyone i can possibly think of.

1. i really like you. when you're happy about something, you're such a cool person to talk to, and even when you're miserable, i know you have a reason. i don't even know what your future will be like, considering you have no motivation to live, but i'm glad we at least reunited for a little bit before i never see you again.

2. what are you? what is your purpose? how can you think so highly of yourself when you are so ugly, irritating, perky, and disliked?

3. i have no idea what my closest friends see in you. i guess you're an okay person, but conversations with you are so forced and inane. we aren't really friends. you won't miss me when i leave. stop telling me we should hang out.

4. after making myself hate you for awhile, i admit that i've realized that you are pretty smart and fun to talk to. i think you would have made a good friend, had we met earlier - and had you not proved yourself really judgemental. i like you, but i can't see what happened from your perspective. you are not above anyone, and you made a mistake when you closed the door on a friend who really loved, and still does love, you.

5. being away from you has taught me a lot about our relationship. it's been a long time since i put you on a pedestal, but i think it will be hard to forget how almost-perfect life seems to be when i'm with you. i think you and i have a chemistry that's rare to find. wherever i go and no matter how many years pass, i'll still really miss you, and love you, when i think about what we've done together.

6. it's too bad that we'll never have the opportunity to be friends. we're extremely alike in a lot of big ways, but obviously i'm not going to establish a real personal connection with you both because i'm leaving and because it's just impossible. thanks for making me feel understood.

7. we've had fun, we've shared stuff, we're close friends. but you have an annoying streak that is impossible to ignore. i'll remember you fondly, but i don't think our friendship has what it takes to endure after high school.

8. stop repeating everything i say, and muttering awkward things, and generally weirdly insinuating yourself into my social life. i don't really like you that much. you're nice and well-meaning, but dealing with you is like working a 15-hour shift in a mental ward.

9. you are the most compatible friend i think i will ever find in my whole life. i worry about literally nothing in our relationship. there is no concept you don't understand and no joke you don't get. life is unfair for everyone, but you know the meaning of unfair; i will never be able to find the right combination of words to convince you there's a reason for everything. i don't know that there is. however empty this idea may seem, i think you know that i see and understand exactly what you think about your life, and however alone you might feel in your own head, you aren't. i see it too.

10. every day i actively pray that you fail. i hope your dreams are never realized and you are never happy, and you finally know what it means to feel unimportant. however hard i try, i can't see even a bit of a good person in you. you deserve to be miserable. i'll be so relieved when your life doesn't turn out right.

11. we don't talk about anything of real substance, and we don't see eachother much outside of school. but i see something in you that's really genuine and likeable, and we don't have to be close for me to know you have a good heart. as friends, we're nothing special, but getting to know you is a nice reminder that someone kind and worth talking to can pop up even when i'm just about ready to leave.

12. oh. my god. talking to you is mindnumbing. you have no talent! no talent, no talent, talent = no. stop walking around with the air that you have a fantastic future ahead of you, and no one can comprehend your fierce genius. your observations are not witty, your feelings are not unique, and you're not destined for success.

13. i know i really really hurt you. i couldn't control it, but i'm still so sorry. you're a wonderful person and one of the best friends i've ever had, and one of the few people i know i can unequivocally trust. when i know you're happy, it makes me feel so good because i'm always hoping you'll get what you want in life. i love you very much and i don't want to ever lose touch.

14. you fucking fake bitch! what really has happened to you that you have to be such a martyr? i know everyone has their own story, but i know enough to tell you that life is not nearly bad enough for you to crave sympathy and attention the way you do. your low self-esteem is such an act. you need people to notice you constantly, and sadly, they do. get over yourself.

15. you're such an enigma. are you on a plane above humanity altogether? something definitely sets you apart from everyone else. you're my good friend, and i like your personality, and you're witty and understanding and all that...it's just that sometimes, you really do seem like another species.

16. i still hate you. you're an arrogant ass. your friends suck, too.

17. i feel bad for you. you're so obviously not capable of dealing with real life and its consequences, and i worry about what will happen when you leave home. you need to learn to tone yourself down and act more grown-up when those kinds of situations arise. not everything gets magically solved by best friends and hugs.

18. i doubt you will ever know how much you changed my life. i won't remember for long what you look like or what we did together; i can't remember much now. but thanks, i guess, for that day and night. it's funny how we shared nothing personal at all, but your name will be silently, subtly attached to many or all of my romantic relationships.

19. i like you when we're chilling and you're just a smart, fun person to be around. i only wish you wouldn't use your laserlike judgement and "whatever" attitude so much. as intelligence goes, you're up there, so i know you have the capacity to see logic everywhere. but emotionally, you can be brutal; i don't have to deal with that bullshit, but your friends do. don't exploit people who genuinely care about you.

and, sorry for t3h mushies:

20. no one forgets number one. i painstakingly remember every second from when we met, and even more vividly from when i first knew i was in love with you. you erased all my original definitions of need, comfort, affection, devotion, perfection, everything. there may come a day when i call you and have to stop myself from saying "baby." but a part of me will always want to. a part of me will forever and ever be inaccesible to anyone else, because you own it now. i know what it is to love. forgetting you would be forgetting how. i can't and won't, ever.

caturday

Sat, 31 Mar 2007 03:54:18 GMT

with andria's houseful of kitties.

a night at the "movies"

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 03:36:26 GMT

oh! wait. haha. i lied.
it was your surprise birthday party, jc!

the preparation stage

the surprise

commencement of the party

the kissing picture could have ended this, but even i have some shame.
sort of.

:) ♥

black and white

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 20:25:31 GMT

winter concert with the orchestra.
plus a few bonus vids.

nicole saxman is really cute.

faye ruining photos as usual.

orchestra chaos. orchaos!

f-boobs.

l-boobs.

lol. love that red-eye i couldn't remove.

justin silver flirting up the ladies.

"hey behbehhhh."

look closely and you will discover the true focus of this picture.

devito puttering around onstage. watch the jazz band lauging at him.

i love this asian lester kim.

the next few photos were faye's and my attempt to take the "classics": one normal picture, one crazy. it didn't work, so i'll post these failures and we'll try again at the band concert in february.

omg. i love this picture of maria. it's so depressing and lost.

i look like a little happy shitbag but whatever.

paparazzi.

hot eli.

i love to fondle this face.

grossest, most delicious dish at the diner.

sucking a phallus. i'm used to it.

and the videos:

sam at christmas (hahahah):

insane devito conducting:

season's greetings

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 03:32:24 GMT

not smiling at all, but nice leah face.

boob necklace.

cutest.

BINKEHHHHHHHH.

oh sam.

bitter lezfest.

typical. cheekbones, hello.

bet you're sick of this now.

faye scares andria with coughs.

thankfully, anj and her bandaid block julie's horror face.

more usual.

"dating you...is like dating you and faye."

you know i don't go on LJ

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 23:29:07 GMT

so please do this.
pleeeease, i'm so bored all the time.
do it so i can stop checking thesecretgame.

My name:

Who is the love of my life:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

When is my birthday:

What was your first impression upon meeting me:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

What's my favorite type of music:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend/good friend:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

What is a memory we have once had:

What is my favorite food:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

Who do I like right now:

What is my worst habit:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?

as we go on...blah blah blah

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 03:01:50 GMT

so totally seniors 07, ilusfm!!1.

i need some comments on my portraits.
so i can choose which to buy!

bring it to the left.

and to the right.

sexxx.

what school picture collection would be complete without a classic l-steuer "i-hate-you" smile?

purple - whatever. my eyebrows will never grow beyond this width.

have a party.

livejournal survey

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 01:06:37 GMT

so bored.

Randomly pick 20 of your xanga friends before reading under the cut.
1. rudeandclever
2. ciggsnpixiestix
3. pixelatedlerve
4. of_antiqued
5. chastasheen
6. wishinonadream
7. abigailbardwell
8. slitangelwings
9. lipstickfriday
10. dietcokeheadx
11. rissaria2489
12. mrsnapolean
13. sippin___40z
14. mainerebelnum1
15. lostinyonkers
16. wewereinfinite6
17. jrab3
18. the_neverkind
19. 20bux
20. sullenmadness

1)Who is #8 going out with? michael from commack.
2)Is #9 a boy or a girl? girl.
3) When was the last time you talked to #18 and #4? i don't talk to 18 anymore. i last spoke to 4 (jess) when she left for college a few days ago. :(
4)What is special about 17? he's one of my top male juniors. he's so chill.
5) What's your opinion on 12? my very own sexbomb. and she sends me the best internet stuff.
6)What's #16's favourite band? postal service, maybe.
7)Have you ever had a crush on #1? back in the day.
8) Is #16 single? no.
9)What's #15's best quality? she's funny, and writes really well.
10) What's #10's middle name? something turkish.
11) What's #5's talent? dominating the world/others.
12) Is number 13 hot? yeah, she's pretty.
13) What's number 3's favorite thing to do: put on her boogie shoes.
14) Would 17 and 20 make a good couple? haha. no.
15) Is #19 older than you? no.
16) What do you think of 2? crazy bitch.
17) How did you meet 7? fanfiction.net, the hub of all lasting friendships.
18) Have you ever had a crush on 14? nope.
19) What about 3? no.
20) Tell me a random fact about #1? he pulled a jack mcfarland on the security cameras in his college laundry room.
21) What is 11 like? talented and sarcastic.
22)Would you make out with #4? nope.
23) Is 20 single? yes.
24) is 14 the sexiest person alive or what? she's sexy, but there are sexier.
25) How did you meet 9? CTY 2004.
26) Who on the list have you known the longest? jess. since age 5, 6 for her.
27) How did you meet 18? myspace, but she goes to my school.
28) How did you meet 2? alex daly's 7th grade birthday party.
29)Have you ever had a crush on #5? she's my wife.
30) Where does 7 live? wisconsin. i think. it changes a lot.
31) Does 7 like 20? no, and she wouldn't.
32) Does 8 like 9? they don't know eachother either.
33) Is there anyone you purposefully left of the list? no.
34) Why? n/a.
35) Has 6 ever turned you on? i'm afraid her long nails don't really allow it.

more more CLI pictures

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 00:56:25 GMT

it's okay if all of you have stopped looking at these by now.
i just got what is probably the last batch.
they came in a fat envelope from oshkosh, wisconsin.
bri took them, and they document the important moments that i forgot a camera for.
her captions were so good, so i'm substituting a couple because i can't top them.
these are my favorites.

if you wanna see me looking truly monstrous, please

i look like i'm levitating.

the girls, before kat's bachelorette party (and strip show).

bri and david...and me. i am such a psycho. why does anyone allow me outside?

chris and i, getting ready to ruin other people's pictures.

right you are.

the mothers with our child, steven.

allie allie allie, forever my hero, senator concannon, i love you.

the best picture post of all time

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 22:45:39 GMT

this journal was created to showcase my life in photos.
today i am going to show you an excellent day that happened a little while ago.
and i really do declare this post, as mentioned above,

so we had a CLI reunion for most of the east-coasters.
me, allie, henry, jonny boy, video, and jason.
these are jonny boy's pictures. he seemed to catch me doing weird things, a lot.
anyway these pictures are amazing.

getting ready to go, and chatting. allie is the only one posing - surprise.

visiting maggie moo's after lunch. you can note my horrible face, and henry's hairy arm to the right.

jason, puzzled.

me and allie struggling with jonny boy's handcuffs.

video tries to ignore us, i fight my way out, allie relishes the attention, and henry thinks we're stupid.

jonny took a lot of these kinds of photos.

sexy bitches.

allie makes a new friend.

hottie.

dipping my feet in the hepatitis water.

smoking henry's cigarette. allie demanded i exhale like a disillusioned poet.

the group of cuties.

harassing an ugly statue.

jason bonds with a duck.

i can't let go of my lover.

henry steals him from me.

it seems like allie's always trapping someone with the handcuffs.

jonny boy told me to look confused.

another picture with the sun in our eyes.

i love this photo so much.

allie is not innocent.

but she does like to stand in the rain.

CHECK OUT OUR EMBARASSING SONG CLIP!

the end.

SCHEDULE

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 18:35:25 GMT

1. AP Studio Art - Ritholtz
2. Theater Arts II - Canfora
3. Calculus - Szajna
4. AP Psychology - Tesar
5. FALL: Facing History - Campanelli
5. SPRING: School Store
6. FALL: Facing History - Gonzalez
6. SPRING: Fitness for Life / Regular Gym - Bernardo
7. FALL: Economics - Ventimiglia
7. SPRING: Health - Sandi
8. Wind Ensemble - Loebmonster

comment if you have a match, blah blah blah.

more CLI pictures

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 23:41:54 GMT

my TA, jackie, posted these, so i'm gonna share. it's mostly worth it for the shots of us pulling weeds.

the human knot. we solved it...eventually.

JQ'S lovely smile.

analise being dangerous at the swamp. but sean is spotting her.

me and jessica doing trust falls, to pass the time.

JQ, becky, jessica, and bri.

superbreek pulling weeds.

the guy showing us a natural way to heal papercuts.

ana, hard at work.

a few people scurrying off to cart mulch. mmm, pollution.

lee being careful and conscientious.

sol train, focusing.

jessica working very hard to pull the roots.

andrew the weed monster.

off to play with the wheelbarrow.

serge, becky, and bri. being brawny.

ballin'.

ana wondering if she's doing it right. sean ignoring her.

jessica and sean.

i was a total animal once i got my hands on the gardening tools.

hey leah's butt.

PWNED. PWNED. PWNED.

the dream team.

sharing our life stories.

ana and her diagram.

sean controlling the universe with the hand game.

sol train, helpless to resist.

hey leah's butt. again.

serge, my cutie shunkou, and my double cutie lee.

henry II, ana, me, and sol train, amused by balloons.

baaaallin'. son.

maybe too much fun.

this is davis.
i love this man.
i love this man.
i love this man.

aaron and becca. the best swingdance instructors.

blair!

cortney and chris standing next to eachother. hmmmm?

where is the love?

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 22:52:53 GMT

Civic Leadership Iinstitute.
summer 2006 in san francisco.
have fun looking at these.

the flight from new york
an exercise in solitude

view of midwest splendor.

the only surviving photo of my hour-long session. so bored.

this man put a washcloth over his eyes...and then replaced his glasses.

the first days in SF

city hall.

look closely. they're doing tai chi in the trees.

can't count how many times we saw this statue.

some of the class. erin is changing her shirt.

after the first excursion, monterey jackie cheese chats with us.

matching action. matchion?

kitty kat's typical weekday outfit.

me and david. aka maggie moo's greatest employee.

aaron and erin discussing the seminar.

allie being a model.

we had a myspace pic contest.

i won with this completely fat-german-woman-named-helga photo.

dance party in the hall.

click here to watch the dance party.

me and the senator.

fisherman's wharf

obvious sign.

distressed clown.

my roommate yingsi, my RA cortney, me, and kat.

SO EXCITED, LOOK, IT'S IN-N-OUT.

strange cyclists.

jonny boy and the duckies.

binky! she signed sunglasses for my dad.

i don't know.

yingsi and a boat.

us...and a boat.

click here to see my favorite window display in this area.

amazing place.

scary scary scary thing. wow. indescribable.
and my impression was...

flawless.

click here to see the terrible doll in action.

awe and horror.

ooh!

cortney being really gross.

but enjoying her first in-n-out burger.

the castro / boys and girls club

waiting for the ever-late MUNI.

gay thrift store next to an AIDS center. only in san francisco.

superbreek and me on the train.

jess didn't even know i was taking this.

nice graffiti.

nicer house.

annabelle and diana make faces at my command.

as do JQ and becky. i love her SUOMI shirt.

bri, sol train, and emerson with "baddie."

henry is cute with kids.

jess surrenders her hair.

the girls again, looking a little cuter.

ballers.

me and na'ruba.

my favorite, joelle. we made butterflies.

click here to see cute joelle doing cartwheels for me.

sol train braves a long hike after lombard street.

mountains i didn't see.

the class, minus me and shunkou.

after ana was attacked by a bee, JQ helped her down.

sol train and i being beautiful.

kindergarten day

me and my buddy, patrick.

miss cortney lays down the law.

david and james. adorkable redheads.

fingerpainting. sol train watches bri, the master.

allie gets schooled by the paint.

my lovely creation.

mmmm squishy.

kat seemed to like my hands all over her face.

nap time.

rayray being my love, as usual.

me and jason. leave us alone.

tacky day / spa activity / 80's world

me and yingsi looking distinctively tacky.

henry (HQ) and anna. he's in my dress.

most of my hall and my favorite guys.

patrick's fingers are so incredible.

there was a waiting list for jason's massage table.

badly beating the senator.

sol train getting ready to slather bananas on her face. with maybe some oil and lemon.

JQ gets a pedicure while su su looks up inquisitively.

i really have no idea why me and cortney did this, but it was the best costume of all time.

mmm hot.

CLI olympics

henry puts his game face on. that is to say, the kyle face.

talon of the flying hawk. or as i phrased it, "center for talon youth." we pwn.

our mascot with his ghetto glasses.

me and henry after collaborating to completely win the whole thing.

chris administers the questionnaire part of the competition.

outing to the bookstore

we all dressed up for no reason.

great mural.

our bookstore of choice. kinda like a small strand.

JQ's toes and mine, after our nearly-illegal pedicure.

randoms

me and channing. :)

click here to see channing talking for like 3 seconds.

NATALIE PORTMAN EYES.

shunkou mastering the cube.

city hall again.

erin eating a terrible bagged lunch.

andrew posing with ashurbanipal and being totally assyrian.

sean and emerson studying jessica's cubing carefully.

ana. wow.

me and my baby ray.

chris and a very happy sol train.

the beach

allie being weird and very sensual.

"you should sit. with us."

freezing water, dirty butts.

finally made it to the pacific ocean.

jordan, kevin, and channing.

normal enough picture, right? allie looking strange, and a dull-looking beach. but look closer and you will see...

a nudist!!!

golden gate bridge.

wading.

greatest picture ever taken, ever ever ever.

the last dance

slut!

but my date is so hot. and not yours, but mine.

beautiful bermuda bianca.

girly talk in cortney's room. we love blair.

DJ alburger.

my whole hall.
in front: me, ana, JQ, yingsi, lauren.
in back: jess, video, su su, allie, becky, anna, sol train, superbreek, cortney.

one of many prom pics.

the end

last day of class.

jackie, my TA, and erin, the instructor.

at the airport, jackie and blair say a tearful goodbye to us through the glass.

the last supper.

hello goodbye

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 02:04:26 GMT

i'm leaving for san francisco on sunday.
i thought i'd leave you with something to remind you of me.
and because i know some of you had higher hopes for the summer (just like me).
i love you.

senior prom

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 20:17:03 GMT

okay everyone, enjoy these.
AWWW ROSS N' LEAH, THEY MATCH, blahblahblah.
i didn't bring a camera to the actual thing so...this be it.

at my house:

my mom going kerazy.

i'm buttoniere-challenged.

let me make it clear how much i love jc.
oh wait, that'd take too long.
I ♥ HER.

exchanging pained expressions as brenda ruthlessly poses us.

awww.

the whole group. from left:
nagler, dina, jesse, marla, bari, me, ross, hali, and howie.

cutiez 06.

lemme quote faye. EL-O-FUCKING-EL.
omg. everyone's face in this picture is amazing.

k getting tired of the poses.

and lastly, i have this photo, to prove that i really do cherish every single person i was with last night.
thank you guys for a really really fun time, even though i can't participate in the "YO, COLLEGE" chat.

paradise by the dashboard light

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 03:05:34 GMT

this is mostly a chronicle of my birthday.
also included are a few pics of a recent city day with nick,
and a treat for all you jonah lovers out there.

gay black family.

azn patrol.

"ukranian block party."

♥

THE ACTUAL PARTY

my mom's butt.

steiger, way too excited.

caught snarfing the ice cream.

OMG ross and leah are talking! did you know that they made out at relay?

katherine yelling at someone.

the wonder of faye eating.

jesse taking back his hoard.

sped.

priceless family shot.

SLUGWORTH. SLUGWORTH. YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.

hey ross.

rena slicing with a vengeance.

it's a monster.

lovers...ooh la la.

"she'll have tons of skills to offer in college."

TAKE A MOTION SHOT.

i am allowed to be disgusting, it's my party.

gorgeous jess.

yo, stop kissing my boyfriend.

...okay i'm turned on.

ava whispering sweet nothings to jc.

mmyes.

hotties.

berkie not containing herself.

THE END!

well, almost.

because i love sam and andria

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 02:54:03 GMT

so i do these a lot, big deal.
you all know they're fun.
you love to guess them.

1. when i found about what happened to you, i was very very scared. we're not incredibly close; this is weird, but i didn't realize how much i've loved being friends with you until now. you are one of the most hilarious and honest people i've ever known, and although it's very possible we'll lose touch, i hope you know how great i think you are.

2. i know i harass you about how you may not love me as much as you love another sibling of mine, but deep down i know we have a really good friendship. we never hang out, and we should. i don't tell you enough how much fun i have when i'm with you.

3. wow, you are such a cutie. please continue to be mary christ when talking to me. as much as possible.

4. we've had some conflict lately, and i've been more honest with you than i ever have before. i was scared about telling you what i really think, but it turns out that i didn't have any reason to be afraid. the end of this year is painful mainly because you're leaving. not for good, i understand, but still, you won't be here for me every day. i guess i'll have to express the rest of this sentiment in your yearbook, and in that mix cd i'm putting together - i wouldn't want to ruin this on livejournal. i love you with all of my heart.

5. i'm sorry we grew apart as this year came to a close. i miss you. you understand me so well, and truthfully, there has never been one moment in our friendship when i've been angry, annoyed, or bored with you. i don't think i had a hand in the gradual decrease of our closeness, but if i did, i wish you could tell me how to make it right. i'll always admire and love you, and i hope we can reconnect even a little bit before you have to go.

6. i forgive you for leaving me washed up on the shores of the parkway playground. we really are bffers. every day i'm happy that we're friends. there's never a dull moment when we're together - or even a moment when we're not thinking about ways to channel alexander hamilton. i really love you, and sometime next year, we'll cut sixth period and go to mcdonald's.

7. you are a waste of space. i find a little comfort in the fact that you are so annoying that you will probably never get anywhere in the future. find yourself a life. get off the computer, take off your chunky jewelry.

8. there have been a lot of times this year when i've doubted the honesty of my friends, and i've wondered if they're being real with me. not once in the entire time we've known eachother have i wondered that about you. i can't spend enough time talking about how amazing you are; you're smart and funny and sincere and i know you care about me. i know i wouldn't be able to say this stuff in person because we'd end up laughing, so...here. just realize how much i value you as one of my best friends. and also as a caricature artist.

9. what am i supposed to say? everything i need to tell you will be written down soon. maybe i should just make this slot really obvious. hello sir edgar.

10. you completely ditched me and i'm kind of pissed about it. i mean, we were about to see eachother again, after all this time, and then i just don't hear from you. maybe you really do want to move on. and that's fine with me. i'm tired of pretending.

11. you will always be a vertical filter of love. my teddy roosevelt, my midnight judge, my liberal hero. if only i could shave your dyed beard in the night and keep it with me for all time. please accept my undying respect and gratitude forever, along with the lust that i and my partner in crime have so clumsily hid all school year.

12. of everyone i've met in high school, i think i'm luckiest to have met you. you mean so much so me. i really can't list everything i love about you; it would take too long. with you, i can be myself, churn out a new inside joke every 30 seconds, complain, sing, talk seriously, everything. i'm not great at being mushy so i hope you recognize this and know that i heart you in various and unhealthy ways. in fact, i could describe this relationship with..."i love her."

on the flo', no mo'.

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 02:54:59 GMT

here, you may see:

-friday night sleepover at andria's
-the few relay for life pictures i took
-the usual doing-nothing with jc

amanda brown gummy smile.

sam beginning her lifelong conversation.

andria entertaining herself on match.com.

smelly jeans.

it was raining.

storm a-brewin'.

sam still talking.

wishing i could climb on the roof.

...she's still on the phone in this picture.

excited.

still not done, wasting my minutes.

the only evidence of ross's brief presence that night.

[PICTURE REMOVED BECAUSE SAM IS LAME]
he obviously left before these bra festivities began.

\
too bad, man, you missed an evening of me looking gross.

[YES SHE IS REALLY LAME]
THIS IS SAM STEIGER'S ARM. SHE IS AN ETHIOPIAN CHILD.

after we woke up.

shameful.

the beginning of relay, at the survivor's dinner. take special note of danielle's face.

singahs.

cutie.

lovin' these two.

so happy i got a shirt.

mcmaugh? knocked up? and jordan the proud father?

emosticle.

silverrrrrr!

the tamest of the "sam eating disgustingly" series.

cutie II.

bffers.

comfort level violated. ross's specialty.

but jc always gets him back.

jc, streng cheese, and me. wholesome.

jc demonstrating her sick skills to hali.

this friendship...

it began as a warm and beautiful day.

so deceiving.

kurtzie looking hot and me looking windblown.

scary people.

mike mass, you classy guy.

hold your horses, josephine, all right?

ross organizing the choir.

post-singing.

nick the tent nazi.

hate/love this relationship with f-baby.

still nazi-ing.

me sexing up mack attack.

i love myself so much.

okay end of fayepix.

me and jc decided to go take a nap this afternoon. but knowing us, we spent our bedtime being...terrible.

fake sleeping.

i'm glad my eyes were closed.

we are cute little behbehs.

mmm, fom.

little. brown. bear.

HOW MUCH WE ♥ EACHOTHER:

ohhh my life.

SOUL PATROL

Thu, 25 May 2006 03:02:03 GMT

ladies and gentlemen, your american idol

TAYLOR HICKS!

the party begins here.

the enemy.

the main players:

andria silver fox mcmaugh!

julie silver fox colatrella!

leah silver fox steuer!

sam steiger's designated mask.

ready for action.

the excitement mounts as 8:00 nears.

oooohhhh lord.

the trio, and the real taylor hicks. aka ken steuer.

i don't know.

EAT THAT, MCPHEEVAH.

go ahead, andria, throw up on her.

ready for tasty smoothies.

what's that noise the blender is making?

IT'S KATHERINE, TRYING TO ESCAPE.

and the show begins.

making badges during the commercial break.

specially made for the traitor. sam.

our new, and undecided, arrival, jess, receives a neutral badge.

"OH MY GOD, MEATLOAF!"

the playlist during commercials.

and...the other guest finally arrives.
infected.
with mcpheever.

andria fraternizes with the enemy.

i don't.

jess still doesn't know who to support.

obviously subhuman.

disgusting satan worship.

when dionne warwick let loose with a seal song, julie melted like colored jello.

this says it all.

friendship.

AND THEN...
VICTORYYYYYYYYY

the loser cries.

and that is all.
my lover has succeeded, and has won my heart, and my votes, for all time.

we all remain SOUL PATROL.

junior prom (and aftermath)

Mon, 22 May 2006 02:04:08 GMT

main points:
-i dressed up
-i had the best date ever
-along with the best prom-mates
-i shouldn't be allowed to dance

pre-prom

actual prom

pisces

andria's house

i love all y'all.

lame strikes back

Thu, 18 May 2006 03:01:43 GMT

yeah i feel like posting this again.
do it bitches.

post an anonymous comment about me containing:
1. a compliment.
2. a criticism.
3. why we are friends.
4. advice.
5. a comment on my physical appearance.
6. something you would never tell me in person.
7. a song that reminds you of me.

"what is this friendship?"

Tue, 09 May 2006 01:55:00 GMT

this had to be posted.

"i want you to go hit on that tagger."

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 20:07:15 GMT

i'm home from california.
i didn't take pictures of everything, but,

click to see a record of:
-colleges i badly want to get into
-time spent with daddy steuer
-a fantastic day with ZOE AND ANJANI

okay, here's a lot of college pictures.
if this stuff bores you, i understand. just scroll.
but i really want to go here, and it's where you would be visiting me.
scripps, pomona, and pitzer.

dad doing THE CLAW.

sped.

this is santa monica pier and beach.
my dad and i went on rides here, played whack-a-mole, and saw an amazing art exhibit, ashes and snow.

the art museum.

no joke.

this picture (of TOPIARIES) is for j.c. chasez.

me clutching one of the many animals i won. because i own whack-a-mole.

after we did this, i hung out with katherine, who is awesome.
but i forgot my camera.
therefore, our delicious lunch together exists only in my memory.

but then.

the very same day, i reunited with two people i've missed a lot.
zoe and anjani.
yes.

a dream is realized.

zoe's friend aaron.

falafel.

"you look like you're going to cry."
"i'm in jamba juice."

zoe's face.

venice beach is home to a lot of interesting people.

ghetto clown.

hasidic jew flying a kite.

asian newlyweds.

silent taggers.

"leah?"
"yes?"
"i want to ask you something."
"okay."
"may i reenact world war II on the small of your back?"

the hat travels far and wide.

geese.

we dared zoe to flirt with a tagger.

she approaches...

attempts...

and is ignored. and walks away flustered.

i love them.

and that was that.
our last morning finally arrived.

dad being tired.

goodbye view.

distress at leaving.
and with that face, california was over!

good vacation.